Chapter 165

Chapter 0165 As I looked around. Alec stood and watched me. “What do you think?” “It’s amazing.” I said before I grabbed some scissors and started cutting the plastic off the tattoo chairs. “Just amazing?” “Perfect? Everything I wanted? What adjective did you want?” “Your moods are all over.” Alec rolled his eyes at me. Slamming down the scissors, I stood up and laid into him. “You know what? This is f ucking bu lls hit. I just had to sign my father’s will, got told he could very well die on Sunday and within this last week, my shop was destroyed, one of my best friends died, I’ve been in two separate rogue attacks and car crashes. Not to mention the crazy guy that thinks he has dibs on me. I think I am holding it all together nicely. I f ucking tried to have a good attitude and you got annoyed at me for that. Now, I am back to being sulky and you are pis sy with that. What can I do to make you f ucking happy? I gave you my heart, my b*dy and you are

going to tell me how I am suppose to reach to all this? You have been incredibly supportive this entire time… until now. What do you want from me?” My wolf was getting worked up. I knew my eyes had changed by the look in Alec’s face. The anger was building. How does one shift between all these feelings? I wasn’t someone that crawled under the covers and ignored the world. “You’re right. I’m sorry.” Alec held up his hands as he walked towards me. “I don’t want to hear, I’m sorry. I want to know how you think I should respond to all this?” Crossing my arms, I dared him to speak. “I just…” Alec came up to me and placed his hands on my shoulders. The calming affect was instant and that partially annoyed me. “I just want you to be okay. I want you to feel these emotions so you can work through them. Hiding behind humor or S**ual feelings isn’t going to change what has happened or what

could happen. Holding it all in isn’t healthy.” “I’ll process them in my own time, not when you think I should do it.” I said stubbornly as I pulled away from him. “Did you not see how stressed out Colt was? He has always been the emotionally level twin. For him to be this stressed out is a big f ucking deal. He has always been someone that I counted on to be level headed and to see things clearly. For him to be like this, I can only imagine what is going on over there. Selfishly, I refuse to go over there. Next time I see An n, she will be ash. You want me to f ucking feel things? FINE! I feel guilty I am not over there helping him. I feel s hitty that Penny has basically replaced me as An n’s punching bag.” I started assigning feelings to each finger. “I am heartbroken my dad might die on Sunday. Confused as to what is in Florida. I am unbelievably pis sed off that Darin has f ucked up De goes your b*dy would y gualty that Ace died to protect the One of my best trends died for much makes me fa dys for being so happy with your stugad as s F ucking scared that all of this has kept you fr coming ache Your own mother told us that because of me you don’t get the just yet are could challenge you at any moment and while I believe you will win The thought of having our bond transfer so “I couldn’t even find the words to describe that “And finally, I have to still be happy for the pack, happy this place is getting done, happy for Emmy and everyone I honestly don’t know what you want from me. I am literally giving you all I have to give. There is nothing left in me right now” There wasn’t even tears to spiltnoveldrama