Chapter 363

As soon as I saw him, we made eye contact and…. nothing. No bond. snapped into place. It was like everything collapsed around me and it was just Colt and I. except I wasn’t happy, the exact opposite. actually. I was completely heartbroken. The man I loved with every fiber of my being was looking at me with pity in his eyes. Not at broken heart like me but pity! All I got was ‘I’m sorry’ from him. He didn’t try to hug me or even touch me. It was all I could do but run back to my room. The worst part, I went to my bathroom to find a tissue. Since my eyes were so watery, I didn’t see my curling iron. I had turned it off but it was so hot from earlier that it hadn’t even had time to cool off. Burning my hand was just the tip of the bad day. After the birthday party, some friends took me out to a bar. Not Colt’s bar but another one in town. It was suppose to be more recreational fun. A few people I had met there told me they went there often. Since every time I looked at Colt and Penny, I wanted to die, it felt like a good decision. I had just put a smile on my face went I accidentally bumped into a guy on the dance floor. By this time, whatever the girls had given me was taking affect. When our eyes met, the bond snapped into place. He didn’t even hesitate to grab my waist and pull me against him. Hel kissed me hard. This is how I envisioned it with Colt. In my drugged mine, this was Colt.

Each touch left a wave of pleasure and electricity that was so consuming that I could barely breath. Next thing I know, we were in a back room and I was naked. My teeth were deep in his neck before he marked me back. Then, the world went black again. It wasn’t until I woke up the next morning that I was able to look at me was scared s hitless but the other part of me wasn’t. He was gentle with me. Never once did he hurt me or do anything I didn’t okay. Even that morning, he was sweet and gentle. He kissed my forehead and dropped me off about a mile from my pack. We decided that we couldn’t be seen together. Because of his pack, he didn’t want to bring me there

but he couldn’t exactly abandon hist pack and move in with me. Gunther told me he needed time to figure things out. However, he had this little cabin in the wood that we have been meeting up at. Every time I am there, he is wonderful. Little kisses to hot raw sex. Hel would confide in me how he wanted to get out and be with me. Hel wanted to provide me with a good life but then I would hear what horrible things he had done the day before. Now he wants me to sneak into Colt’s office? To top things off, Penny’s dad is now blackmailing me basically. He said he was going to help me but I wasn’t sure I fully trusted him. Still, if I could find a way to protect Gunther, I would do anything for al chance at happiness. Drying my eyes, I grabbed a pink wig and put it on. This was a short bob style and I did my make up really dramatic so it didn’t look like me. Most of the warriors were out again and I just watched Alpha Alec leave with Penny and Luna Kristen. This would give me a window. to do this. There was a letter I had wrote. I was still debating on giving it to them or not but I wanted so bad to just let Colt fix my problems but that wasn’t going to happen. Still, I didn’t want my pack to suffer. Especially when I know there is an imminent threat on it. Now, I wasn’t sure if it was just Penny they wanted or if they wanted to attack the whole pack. I wasn’t even sure who ‘they’ were. Putting the letter in my pocket, I creeped out from my room and started talking to Colt’s office. Now, I will forever know it as Colt’s office. As much as possibly, my brain has accepted that Penny didn’t steal him from me. It wasn’t her fault but I still didn’t like her. No one was around as I got on my knees and started working on the door. I have never been good at this. Truthfully, my anxiety is so hight right now that I think I might just pass out or pee myself. “What are you doing?” I heard someone ask from behind me. Mrs. Smith Author Π Thank you all for reading! This chapter is a little shorter because I just got home from the ER with my son. He is three and has decided that he never needs to use the bathroom. He’s doing better but thisnoveldrama

will be a long few days for us! Hopefully your weekend is going better than mine! זל