Chapter 188
Alpha 188
I was shocked. My head slowly turned toward him as looked at his face.
He was a man who did not like to apologize to anyone, not even to his parents.
So hearing sorry from him was actually a big deal.
However, what was he sorry about?
“For what?” I asked.
He looked at me with a calm expression, as if it were the only thing he could do right now, controlling his emotion from showing on his face.
“For misunderstanding you.”
1 averted my gaze away from him. “Adrian, how many things can you be sorry for? Can you give my eight years back to me?”
He was silent. I wondered if he still regarded me as a criminal for marrying him.
I heaved a sigh and looked directly into his eyes.
“Actually, I am sorry. I should not have agreed to marry you in the first place. I was childish who…”
I paused when I realized I had begun to speak about my past.
“Who what?” he asked.
I was able to sense the desperation in his voice.
I shook my head. “Nothing. I was young and made some wrong decisions.”
Suddenly, I felt that I was also the culprit. I did not know that he was in love with someone else. If I had known, I would not have considered marrying him
“You didn’t tell me that you have another woman in your life. If you had, I would never have ruined your life like that.”
His expression changed after hearing me. Between his brows, a frown began to form.
He took a step closer to me and said,
“But after a while in the marriage, you found out about that. You never said these things at that time.”
I raised my eyebrows because I was puzzled by his query. ‘What is the point now?”
My eyes fixed on his face, which was kind of furious. However, I did not care about his mood anymore.
The truth was that I hated this man from the bottom of my heart. There would be no time when the hatred would stop or be removed from my chest.
The pain he caused me all these years would never leave my heart, not in this life.
“You used to say that you loved me,” he said, digging his eyes into mine.
My eyes widened. His question made me awkward as diverted my gaze from him. noveldrama
I tried to take a step back, but he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him.
I was stunned by his action.
I recalled all the moments between us after meeting him for five years. He tried to get close to me a few times. I hurt him a few times, too.
Why did he not just let me live my life peacefully?
“I know you loved me. You still love me, and you will always do so. You can’t fake your feelings.”
His words shuddered inside me. All the memories of the past reflected on my mind in just a blink of my
eyes.
The world seemed to stop around us.
I got back to my senses when I found him leaning down with his head close to my face.
immediately pushed him in anger and replied,
“You are right. I loved you. So much love that no other woman will be able to do that.”
I saw a slight change in his eyes. I could not help but speak up again.
“But don’t let yourself be fooled into thinking that I still love you. My heart has changed, and there is no longer anyone named Adrian in it.”
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